5.16.2008

It Was a Good Day... But This Post Doesn't Make It Sound That Way?

So it was kinda a long day... but all in all I would say it was pretty good.

First issue of the day was that I simply got up too late...
Why is it so easy to tell off the alarm and then flip over?
I don't know.
One of life's mysteries I guess...
Actually, I think it's due to the very warm, cozy, snuggly feeling I wake up with...
which disappears as soon as my comforter does. Oh well.

Beyond that I felt pretty accomplished at work.
Kurt and I have been pretty perseverant to make sure things are taken care of.
And I have been unusually focused and I've held a new sense of purpose.
While I'm not sure where exactly it came from, I am thankful for it.
I don't want to be lazy.

So we took care of orders, and church accounts, and kayla helped with receiving.
Multiple "issues" were handled, and lunch was beautiful.
In fact, half of my buritto waits for me for tomorrow. Oh joy!

Went to a meeting in the evening (away from work) which was really more like a social gathering... and it was great... didn't hurt that I was surrounded by friends :).

Took off from there to the movies and saw Caspian with mom and aven!

I'm still battling my thoughts. And what I mean by that is simply this:
I can be very creative... and sometimes I really think I could write a movie.
But one of the annoying things I do to myself is that I fabricate conversations.
Uh huh... I was talking to you today and you didn't even know it.
Wanna know what you said?
Haha. Yea, sometimes it's entertaining...
but you can see how this would be a problem.
I want to live in the "real world."
I'm not psycho, I'm just a dreamer.
Part of who God made me. And don't get me wrong,
I like being me.
But I like being me face to face when you can actually tell me what you're thinking.
I don't need to be making assumptions.

Ok, now that I've creeped you all out...
Although, I know I'm not the only one... some of you confessed to me...
I just happen to be brave enough to blog it.
Of course... there is like no one that reads this I think...
Who knows.

Anyways... I think chocolate at the theater...
after buritto for early dinner...
has got my stomach in knots.
I am therefore headed to bed.

Much Luv