Right now... I'm content and trusting.
But I am mostly content because I can trust.
There are somethings in life that you dream and hope for, but you must lay them aside and allow God to be the one who says what is and is not for you.
Ultimately, He knows best.
So many times I wish I knew the things He did.
My future. Where in the world am I headed?
I don't know... but He does.
What about how to handle the situation I'm in right now?
I don't always have that answer either... but God pulls me through.
Some people would say I'm naive, which means technically- "without experience".
I would say that I have experienced God.
And THAT is the reason I live in faith and reckless abandonment.
I have to be honest though.
As much as I want to live in this "abandonment" to self...
I would rarely say that I am reckless with my trust in God.
Less often that that would I say that I abandon myself to Him.
It's too easy to get wrapped up in this world.
But He is so worth it all!
Better than that, God says that I am worth it all.
That's what the Crucifixion was for- ME.
Amazing, isn't it?
I can't really seem to grasp it as much as I sometimes try.
If I fully understood... could I handle that truth?
So I suppose I have to trust the one who gave it all-
and right now I can't say that I mind, in spit of how scary is may seem in my eyes.
Truly He is clothed in robes of glory and splendor,
and there is no thing that could ever compare.
